It isn’t often that I find something worth really fighting for in life. But that is what I am doing right now with something/someone I truly care for. I messed up big time, and now I’m trying to make amends.
I know it’ll take time to make everything OK, and I have to be patient (something I’m generally not very good at doing), but I know it’ll be worth it. This person is one of the most amazing people I have ever known. She makes me smile and laugh and really happy in general.
It makes me sad that we don’t talk the way we used to. The conversations we had were wonderful, and I really value her as a confidant and a friend. I really miss her.
I’ve had brilliant support from friends about this. I’ve been quite hard on myself about this, but they’ve helped me see my worth, my commitment to making things right. I really do appreciate their support, and they’ve been convinced that that things will be right in time. I’m trying to stay positive but it’s hard. I know things will work out though, I just have to trust that we’ll be OK.
I guess the point of this is to say to people that if you have something or someone worth fighting for, then do so. This person I am fighting for means the world to me, and I am determined for things to be right. So keep fighting everyone, and I hope things work out, for me and for you.